i hate love

though an oxymoron wish the hurt would be gone been so long since happiness came into my life now replaced by strife cry during the day and night no light at the end of the tunnel i funnel my thoughts to reinforce against loss got caught up foolish cupid was accurate hit me in the heart from the back when i wasnt lookin my heart was stolen couldnt fathom the depths i fell in love 30 thousand feet from above similar to a drug became addicted inflicted with symptoms of withdrawal they say tommorrow is a new day but the same shyt i constantly step in weapons of war cant penetrate as deep as this love loss toss and turn in bed the other side is cold love is a language in code decipher dont break the cipher itz rules to this game feel the opposite of bliss u i miss but over it is....