nu me

what defines me myself and i is it my job, that i sometimes despise? how about my handsome countenance though i still blush when women give compliments. as all things we too change over time some good not all bad "without struggle there is no progress" once said Fredrick Douglass. well i damn sho' struggled a lot i had to accept and expect better for myself everything happens for a reason 'tis the season to be jolly probly go thru more joy and pain than before but that is life the meaning is clear enjoy it while it last neva know when itz ur time half past a monkeys azz kats go bananas cuz that cant handle the stress situations can cause learn to adapt the present is a gift no need to re-wrap live the now, learn from ur past, look forward to the future.

the motherland

in the middle of the passage slaves were cut from the umbilical cord by fascist some with the same skin color the motherland weeps as her children chained in pain drift in the water traveling to an unknown place and they called "her" the dark continent? Too lazy to pick their own cotton descendants of the Caucus Mtns subjugated my people relegating who is equal how can one become a fraction just askin. I dream of being back for the first time i aint lyin when i say it is my destiny. The birthplace of civilization so much history so much misery will it ever end?

racist in my own skin

u oreo! u aint black enuf to discuss our plight u don't know nothing about us light skin im writin this as a denouncement of ur ethnicity grant no clemency i judge u based on color not character ignorantly i speak about being black not knowing what that really means it seems i too am lost chaos of thoughts brainwashed u think u better than me? wit ur fair complexion comparable to shay whitey more than likely u rub elbows with my so-called foes. huh?! probly had surgery on ur nose u hate ur "black" features i embrace them. Thinking though in reality we n the same boat travelin the Atlantic ready for enslavement don't matter what color u are "a nigga is still a nigga".

marriage on the horizon

friend just got married itz scary cuz my eligible bachelors are dwindling will i be left behind guess in time i will find wifey women are quite enticing with their impeccable skin nice round..uhh eyes but in disguise what is the reason just want pleasing or do u want a real relationship im the captian of this ship come sail with me to far away places not in the mood for a replacement need real tangible love i can hold and caress no stress except from worrying about the next suprise. yeah i got a love jones in my bones aching to be gone not ashamed to say it das what i feel. neva considered myself a man to settle down neva really got around love is a noun the person is u, the place is ur heart, and a thing is that zing! i feel when i gaze into the window panes adjacent to ur nose im raw exposed i pose the question when is my turn?

bewitched

caught in ur spell didnt know u were a sorceress more than just a pretty face what have u done to me cant stop thinkin about u cant live without u what kind of voodoo is this? neva felt this way about another probly neva will reform was necessary i've changed want u to see the results of ur actions my brain has cease to function go off emotions cant help it u have opened my heart now i cant close it didnt know magic existed til I experience it firsthand ur a supastar and im ur biggest fan u suit me like a tailor-made tuxedo we compliment well together i confess to the world that i love u so much in touch with my inner self put the old me on the shelf itz the new and improved cant lose cuz im a winner i wanna spend my life with only u chica.

life in the slow lane

no need to rush itz no accident i wreck mics in spite of negativity holding me down i rize in flight chasing paper makes me fatigue stay outta my league follow my lead ambulate thru life like there is no tommorrow maybe not live.love.life is my motto borrow from past experiences to know that . patience is a virture used rarely the future scares me technology advancing while humans a-glancing at whas the new trend bend but dont break i escape the madness thru musik that soothes like shea butter i discover that life has many lessons and questions that i desire the answer to but until then i keep it moving knowing that slow and steady wins the race a quick thinker walkin at a slow pace.