Tuesday, September 22, 2009

stop ....thief!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



you stole my heart give it back couldn't have known from the start that things would end this way emotions are intense like the heat of the sun burning desire for you creates bonfires the devil is a liar he said that you don't love me. u came silently into my life took my heart right from under my nose didn't expect it came as a surprise didn't think i could love anyone we grew turmoil ensued now i feel used discarded like old tools wanna fix what is broken. if it is love you seek search no further i am itz manifestation i could go on and on maybe should write a love song but ur gone at least for now patience is a virtue life without you is the opposite of mirthful hurtful that others have ur interest no matter i don't think it is false hope this time apart will clean the slate like a bar of soap begin again win and then love everlasting.

Saturday, September 19, 2009

back forth side to side

feel like I'm in the electric slide back forth side to side don't know if i'm comin or goin flowin seems to bring clarity to a cloudy situation shaken my decision-making on what to do hard to figure it out one part says yes the other no to whom do i lissen images of the angel and the devil on my shoulders time keeps on tickin tickin into the future energy been used up trying applying myself to become better wheres the wealth i seek to receive not in money siily love and happiness is what i desire among all things green with envy from others who i think acquired it yeah i know it should come from within but without force.

Thursday, September 17, 2009

coffee addict


early in the morning im yawning feeling groggy need a pick me up i pick up a cup of coffee Starbucks venti mocha 2 packs of splenda i surrender to the cravings daily not in denial im addicted need it like the air i breathe from oxygen of the trees believe it is from the stress that causes me unrest unless i have coffee to settle my nerves then like a lightening bolt my body jolts like a colt rapidly moving frentic pace but the taste is so soothing find myself losing the battle cant help it wonder if they have meetings for ppl in my condition.

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Tu y yo

even thinkin of u makes me stutter heart flutters should thank ur father and mother for the birth of a beautiful gurl blessed my world they raised u into a lovely lady now itz time for me to take ur hand make u my wife my senses u excite from taste to eyesight cant help it love i feel so real are my feelings they are another being independent of thought just action is required to rekindle the fire i desire a lifetime with u not long is forever especially when we are together can even taste the air u breath thru the phone no not obsessed i digress want u to be mine not an object i object to others saying we are not meant for one another.

Monday, September 7, 2009

anything is plenty

keep it moving dont stop....life is hard i know but you will make it


Monday, August 31, 2009

the meaning

we live we die we struggle to survive love laugh cry time flies when having fun and when singing the blues clues are blatantly invisible itz said u play the cards thats dealt but what if u dont know how to play? betta learn quickly cuz time waits for no one so many slogans about life wonder which is the most truthful guess whatever suits u 32 waist 15 neck pinstripes black ready to tackle the corporate world.

Friday, August 21, 2009

lost and found: swagger

damn where did i put it where did it go? cant remember if i stowed it in my pocket in the closet should've locked it up for safe keeping now don't have that certain way i walk that way i talk aura is a different hue ppl got a different view somehow they see my confidence withering. For years my swag lagged in phases it dragged from ridicule to my own lofty expectations that neva came to true felt my position was to be great thought i could make something of myself i did but not they way i imagined saddenned by past attempts past losses my story of life He is the author i just co-write. realize we all go thru periods of lull where our sharp minds become dull from bashed and bruised egos keeps u grounded obese from food for thought so im well-rounded. Ahh!!!! my swagger was neva lost i found it was just invisible in plain view i knew i had it. Life can sometimes make u seem to lose self-confidence but be conscience that itz always there.